林乖乖不想要自己抱着绝望的态度去面对危机，可是就算她足够坚强，她也还是一个女人而已，她怎么可能理智的询问丈夫是否另有婚约呢，她更不想要自己坚强到那个地步，坚强不过是把双刃剑，终究是伤了自己的。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
“乖乖，不要把我想的那么坏，你该知道就算是我失忆的时候，都没有轻易答应这门婚事，如今更不会有变化，你说的对，我一直不说，是我心虚，是我懦弱，我没办法承受可能失去你的任何一种可能，我瞒着你是我不对，可是与其想你坦白了这桩荒唐事，惹你不快而离开我，那我宁愿你什么都不知道。”
夏垚是那样的骄傲，可是他却用最卑微的方式向林乖乖表白着自己的心思，他终于知道自己做错了，只是希望林乖乖能理解他的心情，原谅他这一次，总不能因为一个外人就伤了和气。
“那个女人很漂亮，你难道不动心吗？”
林乖乖闭上眼睛，眼前都是那个漂亮的人，看着也很年轻，也许那才是能陪着夏垚走完漫长的一声。
“我为何要动心，我已经长成这个样子，你要我每天面对那样一张精致的脸，我会做恶梦的。”
夏垚并不知道林乖乖此刻思绪究竟飞远，他心里觉得事情还没有解决，林乖乖这是明晃晃的刺探，他可要留心些，可不能说错一句话。
“她的家世很好吧，你们算的上门当户对？”
林乖乖像是不在乎夏垚的回答一样，她不过是逼着自己面对现实而已，也许她脑子在清醒一些，就一定会后悔，问出的两个愚蠢的问题，已经让她处于劣势，可是她却不得不依旧耐心的等着夏垚的回答。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
“我怎么知道······呃，听说是，我没刻意打听过，都是父兄的意思。”
林乖乖觉得夏垚的态度不够诚恳，夏垚的话明显在遮掩什么。
“她能帮助你什么呢，是法力还是地位，或是其他。”
夏垚不知道还在怎样和林乖乖坦白，他虽然不知道具体的原因是什么，却也不是傻得，怎么会不怀疑父兄奇怪的做法。
“说来奇怪，就是没有告诉我这些，隐约记得一些，却不连贯，并没有说服力，只是我既无心联姻，也就无意去了解其中的细节。”
夏垚回答的小心翼翼，恐怕露出什么什么，给林乖乖再添苦恼。
“夏垚，我无法判断你说的时候是实话，尽管我心中疑虑重重，却还是选择相信你，希望你不要让我失望才好。”
林乖乖看着如此能说会道的夏垚，心里的那些纠结仍在，不过她还是给了最后的评定。
这夜，林乖乖睡的很不稳当，几次被噩梦惊醒，她心中有事，很难睡的安稳，而这一切看在夏垚的眼里，就是另一番味道了。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
夏垚想的过好，以为林乖乖只是有些别扭，心里大概已经原谅他了，心里窃喜不已，可是他哪里知道，林乖乖心里是怎样的煎熬。
某日，夏念在观察了林乖乖和夏垚的相处，很快他就发现了很有意思的想象，原来很多东西都只是表象，比如他相敬如宾的父母。
“妈妈，你原谅爸爸了吗？”
夏念有些糊涂，如果母亲已经原谅了爸爸，那为什么还要愁云不展，如果妈妈不爱父亲了，那为何还能心平气和的说话
“小孩子，不要问东问西的，大人的事情和你没有关系。”
林乖乖不理会儿子的好奇心，对此她早有准备，虽然有些俗套，可对付小孩子却多少有些用处。
“谁说没有关系，妈妈，我看不如还是我们母子俩相依为命来的高兴。”
夏念没心没肺的，丝毫不介意给自己老子拆台，心心念念的都是他要从夏垚手里重新得会林乖乖的关注。
“哪有那么简单，我的傻儿子。”````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````